Have my venupunture course tomorrow (something I am not looking forward to at all) I am terrified of hurting someone or causing pain in any form at all and really don't think that I will be able to do this at all so tomorrow could be the end of my career in sexual health. I still have'nt heard from anyone at the Susex Beacon so will call them again tomorrow just to check if they have received my application form or not and when they want me to come in for an interview.

Apart from that I am still looking for somewhere else to live but not much luck so far but I am not in any hurry so once I have the money I will put it in the high interest account and leave it there until something decent comes my way.

Had my blood results last week and everything much the same although it looks like I have some problem with low blood platelets which means clotting may be a problem and if I were to have to have an operation then they may not operate with my current levels as they are.