Today I am supposed to be going to see about voluntering at the Sussex beacon but the woman I am supposed to be meeting appears to be unavailable so not sure where I am supposed to be going or when. I hope she rings soon as it will help get me out of the house for a while.
Mood wise I feel pretty low today and full of self pity, feeling sorry for myself, fed up of being lonely, not having money even though I work my arse off and still have nothing to show for it. I feel like giving it all up and going back to London, or perhaps I should just give up! I have a feeling that even my friends have given up on me as all I bring to any relationship is misery and depression.
Tried to sort out my tax returns yesterday as I have been paying emergency tax for the last six months and also I am owed money for the months I wasn't working from December through to April so hoping that I should be getting some of this back within the next month or so.
Thought I might start doing the lottery although I know that this is a mugs game but I can't think of any otherway of getting any money together. I have thought about getting another job but it would have to be something that would not affect my health or be too stressful and there is not much around that pays decent money so I'm stuck with what I have.
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