Started my new job today, well had the first of two days induction which was a pretty boring affair,a load of people talking about policies and proceedures very dull indeed. There were a few nice looking men to take my mind off of things for a while which was a nice distraction.

Although its bonfire night here in the uk I am staying in (did the whole bonfire and firework thing last night up on my friends allotment) to watch crap tv and enjoy a glass of wine and may chat to some friends on the phone if I can muster up the enrgy to do so. I am still having a load of problems with my back and at times (especially night time) is really painful and uncomfortable, so I may try and buy a Tens machine at the end of the month when I get paid.

Ben feeling really down sinse leaving Simon and Tina's last night, I think it must be jealousy and feeling lonely, wishing that I could have a close relationship with someone and find love before its too late.